A friend asked me to go listen to some emo songs to feel better. But nah thats not me. But I did go do my planned endless channel surfing. Finally I realised that there are so many channels on cable. And the least when it comes to music, I got MTV and STC(Sound Track Channel).
I was hooked onto STC for a while as I always liked music off movies. Than they played the God Father theme and I decided to switch over to MTV and they were showing MTV Amplified if I am not wrong.
Well I dunno if this is a emo song but its kinda cute. The MTV of it is cute, the lyrics are cute and the best part is that its from Jimmy Eat World. Have not heard from them in a long while. Love the opening of the song.
Jimmy Eat World - Always Be
And the lyrics hit me straight on. Many people have different views on it. But for me, it means to remember the happy memories and cherish them. The cute times, those interesting moments or even those awkward times left together.
Considering what happened so many years ago, for me to slowly pick myself up after everything and finally start acting this way in those circumstances. I guess I can truly say when I look back that, the lyrics hold true for me.
But its time to just move on. No one knows what the future holds but I think I would know better now. And its time to put everything to rest.
2 weeks ago I was out hunting for the action base to put Dynames on. And up till today Dynames is still posed with the action base, hand painted to make it look better, atop of my computer casing together with everything else important to me.
Cheers,
Kenneth.
My way of holding onto the things I love, the Things I am and the Things I never want to lose...