A idle mind is a dangerous mind. Especially one like mine. With my fyp almost done, I have more time to think and thats what I have been doing. Everything is coming to an end. The planed timelines and check points are all over.
While I do hope from the bottom of my heart it doesn't have to come to this, it does look like it will. Looks like if nothing changes(although things have their own way of suprising me somehow), it looks like its gonna be another round of stepping into the unknown again.
Yes I am worried, yes I am afraid and yes I really rather not and it goes against everything logical. But past events and experiences somehow comforts me, knowing that it always works out. After all, if even the sparrow is fed, what more about me.
Well on another note, here is a song going out to a friend of mine. Never really knew if that friend reads my blog but I will just post here. Do take care of youself too.
Ok I know its kinda off but its never easy losing someone dear. Just remember to cherish the memories and be strong and move on.
On a side note, while its translated as goodbye, the meaning is somehow lost in translation. It has more of a final goodbye with a very little chance of seeing the person again rather than the goodbye we say over the phone or when going home after dinner that sort of thing. Just a little something I learned.
Cheers,
Kenneth.
My way of holding onto the things I love, the Things I am and the Things I never want to lose...