The 4th Morning...

I awake again to a brand new day at roughly the same time. Having looked out the window the past few days, the familiar picture fills my eyes.

Sure I have to wake up early today anyway but being this early means one thing and one thing only, I know what I must do and its going to hurt me the most. Everything finally fell into place and my mind has given approval to it.

I must now think and act based on logic and reason. All that I learned in the classroom must be applied the right way. All my values and upbringing must be there. I will come out doing the right thing no matter how much it will come back to hurt me in the end.

As the saying goes, "Only when the wound is clean can it heal properly". And we all know the cleaning of an infected wound comes at a cost of the pain.

I can only examine the past and analyse the present. No one can tell the future and I do not know what it holds for me. But sometimes the future can present us with surprises and things we will never expect as it has shown to me in just a short 7 days.

For in the end, the one who still feeds the sparrows will be there to hold my hand. And with that I have confidence once again to look forward to the future come what may.

Still Fighting On,
Kenneth.